Why are there people who are "insecure"?
aren't they pretty?
or aren't they just contented with what they have?
Many people in this world are insecure of other people, because these people can see a particular thing that they want but they couldn't have. But there are people, they already have what they want, they still want to have "those things" that others have.
As they say, "mamatay ka sa inggit." I can say that Insecurity kills too. Haha!
Just enjoy June
June. Nothing's really special, except the fact that I wil be starting a new school term.
As a fourth year student, there are a lot of things to expect and I can't imagine that this term, I'll be handling patients. Thing which really scary and a bit challenging because I really don't have any idea about it.
I'll just enjoy my 2nd term in my new school, as it will make me so busy.
**Also, this is a "must-not-eat" month because after a long vacation, I may have gained a lot.
As a fourth year student, there are a lot of things to expect and I can't imagine that this term, I'll be handling patients. Thing which really scary and a bit challenging because I really don't have any idea about it.
I'll just enjoy my 2nd term in my new school, as it will make me so busy.
**Also, this is a "must-not-eat" month because after a long vacation, I may have gained a lot.
Just keep swimming
rejection. anong feeling? malamang masakit. nakakatangang sagot para sa nakakatangang tanong.
sino ba naman ang matutuwa pag nireject sila? wala naman diba? nakakaubos ng pagakato, pero wala tayong magawa kundi tanggapin kung ano man ang nangyari. ako, feeling ko, immune na ako, sa dami ng beses ba namang mareject ng opinyon ko, ngayon pa ba ako magrereklamo?
Gusto ko lang ikwento ang aking na-experience ngayong bakasyon. Isang beses, sinubukan kong mag-apply ng summer job sa isang call center sa Makati. sabi nila, mahirap daw ang exams dun. at dahil summer job lang naman ang hanap ko, hindi ko inintindi ang mga sinabi saken ng mga kaibigan ko tungkol sa kumpanyang iyon.
pagdating ko sa nasabing kompanya, agad akong nagfill-up ng application form, etc. pagkatapos, sinabihan akong maghintay muna ng turn ko para mainterview. makalipas ang halos isa't kalahating oras ng paghihintay, narinig ko na ang pangalan ko mula sa isang babaeng nagngangalang "Anne". pumasok kame sa isang kwarto na kung saan kasya ang 5-6 na tao. matapos kameng paupuin, isa-isa kameng tinanong tungkol sa aming kurso at posisyong balak aplayan. sa kasamaang palad, hindi pa nag-iiinit ang pwet ko sa silya, pinatayo na agad ako at sinabing bumalik nalang daw ako kapag gusto ko na ng permanenteng trabaho. hindi daw kase sila tumatanggap ng "summer job" or "part-time" job applicants. tumayo ako sa kinauupuan kong may dalang lungkot at pagkadismaya. sayang naman ang effort ko sa pagpunta, ang paghihintay ko ng matagal, at ang pamasaheng ginastos ko. pero hindi ko na masyadong inisip ang mga bagay na iyon dahil mas pumasok sa isip ko na, naranasan ko na naman ang matanggihan. pero sa pagkakataong iyon, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na kahit ilang beses man akong i-reject, hinding hindi ako susuko sa buhay.
Sabi nga nila,
Life is a river that continues to flow and nourishes the tree. It is connected to the ocean that signifies a greater & bigger chapter of life and challenges to face.
Batangas
This beach trip (as what my friends called) started my summer. Well not really, because after this trip, I took an exam on one of my subjects. But so far, it turned out to be good :)
March 28-29, was the scheduled date, but 3 days before, we haven't decided yet where we will be going. (Buti nalang, naghulog ng anghel si Lord, He gave us Carlos, who has a private beach in Batangas.) The trip is all set, budget, transpo, food, etc.
Before the beach trip, we stayed at JB's place but before I reached there, I encountered a little trouble along the way. My friends and I decided to meet at TriNoma around 5:00pm, pero 4:30 na, I'm still in the middle of Z. Roxas and Taft Ave. (Naliligo sa pawis dahil naipit sa sobrang traffic) So I just waited until I reached V. Cruz, LRT Station. I guess that day was my "unlucky day", the ticketing booth doesn't have any change for 20php. (Kamusta naman? Hapon na, wala pang barya? Wala bang sumasakay ng LRT at walang pang sukli?) But I was in a hurry so I just gave him 15 php. Then I reached EDSA Station where I will ride MRT. So far, okay naman. I was able to sit properly and because North Edsa is the last station, I didn't care at all if I'm sitting in the boy's area. (Basta comfortable, solve na! Hahaha. Pano ba naman kase ako maiilang "EH, I'M ONE OF THEM")
I was just in time when I reached TriNoma, we just waited a while for our "sundo", bought something to eat and drink. Then later that night, we bought some ingredients & foods that we need for the trip. We had our dinner, a little shot after, and a small talk over the night. (In Short Chismisan)
Around 3am, all things are set, packed inside the van. And we're all ready to go. We have to leave Manila before 7am due to car coding. The van is a 16 seater vehicle so we're not too crowded inside. I sat beside JB & Raym, so I can rest well. (Ang comfy kase ni Raym eh :D) The road trip took almost 3 hours.
The first thing that I've appreciated as I see the resort, was the beach house. It wasn't a modern nor an old house, it's only simple but entrancing. It is a 2-storey house, with dining, kitchen, shower area in the first floor; 4 bedrooms with toilet in each room in the second floor. It also has a wide family room and veranda, incase the family wants to hold a party. The house have caretakers too, who maintain the cleanliness of it.
After roaming around the house, I slept first. Later that afternoon, we had adobo and fried rice for lunch courtesy of JB's mom. After that, a little rest lang then off to beach.
It was high tide in the morning when we went there, good the water went low in the afternoon. A good time for "kayaking" and frisbee. One good thing about the resort is that, it has a sand bar where you can stay and have some drink in the middle of the beach, but sadly, it didn't appear due to high water.
That evening, I cooked sinigang (tamarind stew) for them while JB & Morts prepared the grilled pork. After dinner, they brought out all the "drinks" that we have, and started the "party" (Everybody's favorite. Haha)
Around 1am, I decided to sleep. Not because I'm drunk. Maybe I just got tired from the trip, from playing, and from paddling.
The next day, we ate egg & hotdog for breakfast, then prepared our stuffs. Before lunch, we left Carlos' place. We had a stop-over at Mushroom burger in Tagaytay which they serve burgers but instead of beef patties, they serve it with mushroom patty. Yummy and delicious but healthy.
At around 3pm, we arrived at Manila, and I was able to get home by 5pm. That trip was really a long way, but I can say that everyone enjoyed that beach trip.
Till next Beach trip with the Tropang gala ;)
March 28-29, was the scheduled date, but 3 days before, we haven't decided yet where we will be going. (Buti nalang, naghulog ng anghel si Lord, He gave us Carlos, who has a private beach in Batangas.) The trip is all set, budget, transpo, food, etc.
Before the beach trip, we stayed at JB's place but before I reached there, I encountered a little trouble along the way. My friends and I decided to meet at TriNoma around 5:00pm, pero 4:30 na, I'm still in the middle of Z. Roxas and Taft Ave. (Naliligo sa pawis dahil naipit sa sobrang traffic) So I just waited until I reached V. Cruz, LRT Station. I guess that day was my "unlucky day", the ticketing booth doesn't have any change for 20php. (Kamusta naman? Hapon na, wala pang barya? Wala bang sumasakay ng LRT at walang pang sukli?) But I was in a hurry so I just gave him 15 php. Then I reached EDSA Station where I will ride MRT. So far, okay naman. I was able to sit properly and because North Edsa is the last station, I didn't care at all if I'm sitting in the boy's area. (Basta comfortable, solve na! Hahaha. Pano ba naman kase ako maiilang "EH, I'M ONE OF THEM")
I was just in time when I reached TriNoma, we just waited a while for our "sundo", bought something to eat and drink. Then later that night, we bought some ingredients & foods that we need for the trip. We had our dinner, a little shot after, and a small talk over the night. (In Short Chismisan)
Around 3am, all things are set, packed inside the van. And we're all ready to go. We have to leave Manila before 7am due to car coding. The van is a 16 seater vehicle so we're not too crowded inside. I sat beside JB & Raym, so I can rest well. (Ang comfy kase ni Raym eh :D) The road trip took almost 3 hours.
The first thing that I've appreciated as I see the resort, was the beach house. It wasn't a modern nor an old house, it's only simple but entrancing. It is a 2-storey house, with dining, kitchen, shower area in the first floor; 4 bedrooms with toilet in each room in the second floor. It also has a wide family room and veranda, incase the family wants to hold a party. The house have caretakers too, who maintain the cleanliness of it.
After roaming around the house, I slept first. Later that afternoon, we had adobo and fried rice for lunch courtesy of JB's mom. After that, a little rest lang then off to beach.
It was high tide in the morning when we went there, good the water went low in the afternoon. A good time for "kayaking" and frisbee. One good thing about the resort is that, it has a sand bar where you can stay and have some drink in the middle of the beach, but sadly, it didn't appear due to high water.
That evening, I cooked sinigang (tamarind stew) for them while JB & Morts prepared the grilled pork. After dinner, they brought out all the "drinks" that we have, and started the "party" (Everybody's favorite. Haha)
Around 1am, I decided to sleep. Not because I'm drunk. Maybe I just got tired from the trip, from playing, and from paddling.
The next day, we ate egg & hotdog for breakfast, then prepared our stuffs. Before lunch, we left Carlos' place. We had a stop-over at Mushroom burger in Tagaytay which they serve burgers but instead of beef patties, they serve it with mushroom patty. Yummy and delicious but healthy.
At around 3pm, we arrived at Manila, and I was able to get home by 5pm. That trip was really a long way, but I can say that everyone enjoyed that beach trip.
Till next Beach trip with the Tropang gala ;)
Are You One of Us?
Gaano ka katiyaga sa pag-iintindi ng isang kaibigan?
Minsan sa mga kaibigan, hindi natin magawang magpasensya kapag lumagpas na siya sa limitasyon niya. Kahit gaano mo pa pinapahalagahan ang pagkakaibigan niyo, darating sa punto na magsasawa ka na sa kakaintindi sa kanya. Pero hindi ganyan ang tunay na kaibigan, dahil ang true friends,
- Hindi mang-iiwan sa gitna ng problema.
- Hindi mag-sasawa kakasita kapag may nakitang mali.
- Hindi ka ipagpapalit sa mga bagong kaibigan
At higit sa lahat, Hindi ka tutulungang tumayo kapag nadapa ka, bagkus, hahayaan ka niyang tumayo sa sariling paa para matuto ka mula sa iyong pagkakabagsak.
One thing about real friends, kahit gaano pa kabasagulero, barumbado, adik, topak, sayad o sira-ulo man yang kaibigan mo, tanggapin mo kung ano siya, dahil hindi mo siya magiging kaibigan,
kung hindi ka katulad sa kanya ;)
And He Waited
Hindi ko lubos maisip, sa lawak ng mundo, sa sobra-sobrang pulo sa Pilipinas at sa dami ng tao sa Maynila, bakit kaya pinagtagpo kayo ng taong mamahalin mo, pero hindi kayang suklian ang pagmamahal na ibinibigay mo. Isa lang naman ang wish ko, ang “iLike” din ako ng taong gusto ko makasama habang-buhay.
Ilang taon, buwan, araw, oras na ang hinintay ko. Waiting in vain sa LRT station, sa paradahan ng jeep sa kanto, sa labas ng campus, at sa tapat ng gate ng bahay namin, ngunit wala akong nakitang anino mo.
Isang araw, nagulat ako, nang bigla kang dumaan ka sa harap ko, tinawag ko ang pangalan mo pero hindi mo man lang nagawang lumingon.
Ilang taon, buwan, araw, oras na ang hinintay ko. Waiting in vain sa LRT station, sa paradahan ng jeep sa kanto, sa labas ng campus, at sa tapat ng gate ng bahay namin, ngunit wala akong nakitang anino mo.
Isang araw, nagulat ako, nang bigla kang dumaan ka sa harap ko, tinawag ko ang pangalan mo pero hindi mo man lang nagawang lumingon.
Mahina ba ang boses ko? o sadyang bingi lang ang puso mo?
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